Monday, June 29, 2020

Endurance Retold

I gave you a song about those two trees over there.
Surviving just beyond their precarious adolescence,
Soaring to see beyond our crumbling buildings. 
And I told you a limb had splintered on one tree
While the other grew strong and proud.
I told you that I stood there and watched it happen. 
Though I did not tell you the rest. 

Restrained by the form, I was short of time
To tell you about the moments I spent watching.
Moments, and perhaps even hours -
Time spent on important matters of soul. 
Hands on my hips and I surveyed nature. 
(Nature is often my poetic subject, and by that I am most surprised). 
Looking to juice meaning from the mundane. 

I stepped out of my shelter and breathed the succulent air. 
Those two oaks opening the leaves of their pages 
And unraveling timeless theology. 
I read the icons to the ceiling of their vaunted vault.
The vengeful sky roiled with porphyric percolations. 
Their dark bloated billows eviscerated themselves
And pummeled the earth with sheets of damaging and deifying water. 

I stood motionless, planted as the trees,
A reader of their lessons and revelations. 
Washed by the deluge and ignorant of the thunder crash,
I planted myself in obedience to the bucolic cathedrals’ example. 
The width and breadth of the storm hurtled west to east
Though I stayed in my place to see what would be. 
Remaining steadfast until the shower ceased, I spied a new world out there. 

The world had the two oaks as their regnant lords. 
Under their protective span remains (even now) a bistro table. 
One chair remains as it was before the winds. 
The other toppled on its back with no agency of its own. 
And my time of contemplation was completed. 
Returning to the menial tasks of occupation
The second chair remains defeated for another contemplative surviving another storm.  

Slogan Away


My slogan is better than
your slogan
because your slogan
isn’t my slogan.

Nothing else rhymes
So this poem is broken.

I’ve got nothings else to say
because my point is here to stay.
Now I’ll put this away.

Thursday, June 25, 2020

Endurance


Two oaks rooted deeply in a green field
In a countryside a mere mile from you. 
I approach their ancient stand, my needs sealed. 
And the blanketed sky yields its blue hue.

Motionless by the oaks waiting for change. 
Dry air cedes the world to the droplets massed.
And I the witness planting pedals upon the range
The storm washes me, I stay, 'til ire past.

For the great length of the divine drenching, 
I remain still in that place while the rage raged.
Tranquility in my heart enduring
Each storm fails to uproot while life goes aged. 

And one oak limb splintered and fell to earth. 
The other nourished, adding to its girth. 



Saturday, June 13, 2020

Reclamation


Derelict house
Dancing mouse
Crook of tree
Through you I see
Sparrow quest
Building nest



Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Love is Essential

Loving is essence and essential.

Yet who can maintain it for their mortal dash?

To love is to give 

And to give is to sacrifice.

Love and life will require it all.

Your essence dashed upon the rocks.

Your life scrubbed raw. 

All that is built,

All that is gained,

All that serves,

Shall be required of you at the dread tribunal

Stripping you of pride and glory.

O man, it is not yours to take to your cave.

To give and to love for the dash is the command.

And life’s failure is assured -

As much as the yearly cracking of crooked manacles

Maniacally parades through the shortened days.

To love is to die.

To die is to be stripped.

To be stripped is to be freed so Janus may return.

O man, O people, can you love?

Can you love for your narrowly chiseled moment?

The granite void upon which we hang

It is failure.

To fail in gain is to sacrifice to love.



Tuesday, June 2, 2020

I could give in to the anarchy

I could give in to the anarchy
And have it all
A fetid it
Diminishing returns
Nothing
Gone
But now
Aged and wise
Calling for peace
Freedom and love.
My Queen, my compass
I am awash in joy.

Save for God
Save by God 


Monday, June 1, 2020

Ceaseless Peripatetic

Walking, joyously contemplating proactive habits.
I’ve been an evangelist for so many things -
Vocationally held beliefs,
Occupationally instilled processes,
Coerced beliefs acquiesced to for expediency.

The death of death is the beginning of life and
Fear of punishment a limp cudgel.
And I place myself under its obedience.
For ill.
For ease that repeats its smarting blows.

And when on the road the mind grows
Boundless out of the six walls of society.
To the distant past, the fogged future,
The soul may ascend into the
Pillar of kiln-smoke wrapping the quaking flame.

On the blacktop runway, a foe arises.
Newly arrived, this minivan affronts my mindful reverie
Some parent urged by social tyranny of choice
Pilots this convention of chattel life.
And now it is directed at me.

And my course never errs,
Though it may be a foolish decision.
My focus is on the headlight – I only ever look in one eye.
I approach, the beacon grows. 
Background still as foreground quivers.

The peaceful primordial pull of thoughts
Beckons the return to simple contemplation –
Simplicity interfacing with the world is the first casualty.
Long leg strides unabated.
The orbits of my body focused in their line.

I approach, the vehicle draws closer.
From within, the desire to maintain course of the psyche.
From without, danger at the rush of the earthen elements danger.
Ground recedes at an unnatural rate
As I ease to one side or the other.

The vehicle is next to me and there was no driver at all.
It wasn’t moving, I was,
And I stepped to the side, and the obstacle was no more.
I was moving on,
Safe and returning inward to receive the law of the noetic mind.